Blocked List in Facebook...

I have a list of people whom I block in Facebook. They are usually stalkers, spammers or weirdos (really!).

However, in this list, there are two persons who don’t fall into those categories. Instead, they were two of the most important people in my life for a very long time.

Today, I came to realise that both of them have also blocked me. Hng....! I don’t know if it’s because they realised that I had blocked them, and so they did the same. Or if it’s because they just didn’t want me to know about their lives, just like I no longer wanted them to know of mine.

For one of them, I no longer wanted her to know what was happening in my life because I had concluded that she(classmate) no longer cared. For the other one, I no longer wanted him to know what was happening in my life because I believed that it would hurt him if he knew the details of my life now.

Although I understand why I was blocked by them in Facebook, the realisation that I was blocked still hurt. I guess I’ll live, but I’ll always wish that things were different. Back then when my life was the toughest, the hardest and the loneliest, they were with me through it all. I only wish that the day my life started to turn for the better, I didn’t have to lose them.

Some relationships were meant to be forever. But most relationships have an end point. And as hurtful as it may be, people will walk in and out of our lives.